It’s been a long time since I
have written any diary or any notes which captures my imagination (last time I
was in sixth class when I did the ‘diary’). Whenever a spark of doing something
creative and fun comes to my mind, I end up procrastinating. The very idea of
limited vocabulary stops me from proceeding further or thinking about being a
writer. There were times when I just stare at the blank screen to search for
easy words to fill in the sentences so that the intended message goes to the
listener. Being an analytical person, I wanted to introspect myself regarding
the issue. When I started opening up my inner layer of the sandwiched brain, I
found something which I believed was hidden to my conscious mind. I found the ‘attitude of giving up easily’
and ‘getting easily satisfied with what I have’ and ‘not giving cent per cent
effort’ qualities holding on to the ‘hunger for more’ part of my brain. Even
while writing this article, I'm fighting against my will to procrastinate
nonetheless still some part of my mind is shouting “CHECK FB” “CHECK FB”.
Though ‘people’ say that one
should be satisfied with what they have, but I believe the day you start
getting self-complacent that’s the first blockage to the thinking of ‘can be
better life’. One should always search for something better to enhance your
quality of time spent. I'm neither a big time achiever nor an established
personality to say about getting complacent but you don’t need to be one to say
these thought provoking hypothesis. The same thought also made me to start up
this blog and there is a hidden added benefit to this activity, yes it is the
vocabulary improvement. Though it will require hours of writings and
brainstorming but will eventually will enhance the quality of the word usage.
This is my first official blog
article, in resonance with the hypothesis; I will keep on increasing the
quality of writing by keeping the each preceding article as a yardstick for the
succeeding one. Starting a blog is the easiest thing that any wannabe
proficient English user can do but regularly continuing it, is the prize catch,
which was also unveiled in the introspection. The art of giving up in my case
happens in such a way that one doesn't come to know that I have already given
up. The giving up attitude starts right from the moment when you are not able
to see the larger picture. You don’t understand the purpose and importance of
the activity been done thus losing track and direction from the desired goal
which leads to low morale and eventually feel worthless about the time spent on
the activity thus you GIVE UP. So it’s important to take time to understand
about the need and importance and most importantly benefits of the activity one
does which I believe have done for this blogging activity.
It will take time to reach where
I want but I will definitely reach there. See you around
GK
